Yesterday was my birthday. Although I *do* believe at times that the world does revolve around me, I couldn't bring myself to post about my special day yesterday.
I've never really been shaken by a birthday before, I actually really look foward to them. However, yesterday I was hit with the fact that the 18-24 age demographic that is referenced so much in daily consumer life no longer applies to me. And I felt old.
This feeling was overshadowed though, by this sense of excitement that has been hovering over me for a while. I really feel like this is the year where so many life-changing events are going to happen. I can't wait to see what unfolds, and where I am in my life a year from now.
I guess there's no better way to kick of my quarter-century birthday than by taking a trip to London. Remember what I said about those life-changing events? Well, they're beginning already! I leave a week from today. Around this time in a week, I will be sitting in my hair dresser's chair, chatting to her about how I'm going to spend the best two weeks of my life with the best guy I've ever known as she wraps my incredibly long hair into little foil folds. And my heart will be beating quickly, palms sweaty, and body shaking with anticipation.
I have *so* many things to do before I go, and really not enough time to do them in. I'm very much the kind of person that doesn't like to prepare things too far in advance, just to wait around for whatever it is I've gotten ready for to come. This was often the cause of my parent's grief with me when it came time for holidays and events--I was always the one making them a few minutes late because I refused to sit around in my nice clothes, hair and makeup done. I apparently have not defeated this habit, and have chosen to do my last-minute shopping at the very. last. minute.
To complicate things, I have decided to throw in a "weekend before I leave/birthday weekend" trip to Dallas to visit Nic. Now, when I thought about this 2 and a half weeks ago, it seemed like a GREAT idea; after all, I'd be getting one more weekend out of the way before I got to leave for London, it would be a smart and fun way to pass the time. However, as I sit here now and thing about all the undone bits and pieces I have yet to take care of, I'm thinking to myself "EEEk, was scheduling this trip the WEEKEND BEFORE I leave for London the most intelligent idea?" (Now, Nic, I *do* want to go, don't get me wrong. Just don't let me freak out about how unprepared I am for this trip).
So, there you have it. I'm not sure if I'll get to post before I go, so if not, either look for a "Hey, I'm posting from LONDON" entry, or one upon my arrival back to the States.
Happy Birthday to me!